I got the feeling that mine has given up on me and doesn't know what to try next. Nothing seems to work and his hands have been tied because I have had no insurance and can't afford the new expensive drugs. I think he is getting frustrated with me. I can't break through this depression and sui thouhgts. It scared him when I told him I ordered my tombstone and had prearranged my funeral. I think then he started to take me seriouly, even though, I maily did it so my daughter wouldn't have to. I haven't been seeing a T due to money hopefully after the first of the year that will change too.

I don't know that either realize how tiring it can be to fight the depression. I can't find I have triggers either. I'm just always depressed.