I am "allowed" to call my shrink anytime. In fact, I have been 'ordered' to call her as part of my therapy. But I CAN'T.... It just feels sooooo awkward (so I called when I *knew* she would be out).

I would have no problem emailing. Online/texting/emailing seems more sterile. Less anxiety that way.

In relationships I am super clingy. Totally fearing abandonment. But with my shrink or even with people I know - I hate, hate, hate calling people. It scares the crap out of me.