By the way, if anyone has a similar experience, or knows of someone who does, I could really use some good ole' backslapping-"hey I know what your going through, kind of support...I don't feel great, I feel like I've been totally duped, I do feel stupid, because I didn't listen to my intuition, and I really want some help with learning how to identify and prevent this from happening, not just what to look for, but in learning things about myself to divert myself from those feelings of desperation, and wanting to comply with what clearly is not in my best interest...
Hello???