....I wander around and I get scared!

it hurts the most when I get feelings!

..and the feelings are so wonderful...

I am not qualified to trust these wonderful feelings...

I am primed to destroy them...

I am so primed to destroy them!...

and yet the love continues to arrive....

I am not conditioned to respect it....

I am damaged and I am creative in the opposite direction....

please do no hurt me again.....

please don't make me love you...

I am designed to hurt you....

I am borderline I am me