Before I became depressed (about three months ago) I was very much in love with my boyfriend. Since falling into a depression, I find myself focusing more on his faults. I don't often feel like having sex. At times I can't even stand being touched or breathed on. I know I'm not myself and therefore not much fun to be around, and yet he still wants to be with me most every night. I feel guilty that I can't behave the way I did when I was well. Part of me is also afraid that my feelings for him won't return when I am well again.
Can anyone relate to this predicament? How has it been for you?
Thanks xx
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