ive never been loved, i never had a bf!im 26 lol i had a thing with the biggest SOB ever at 21 but he just wanted to **** me... he treated me like crap but i still stick with him caz i thought was better than having no one! he ended the thing caz i didnt **** him! i felt like crap and even lost my friend (his cousin)!

2 years after i fall for this dude guess what???? i fell for an idiot that only wanted to raise hes ego and mess with my ****ing head/heart!!! i humiliated myself after he laugh at my face when i asked what he wanted from me... after an year i sent him a note saying i loved him and missed him...

then recently i found this guy in a chat but yeah although the asshole knew i wanted serious relationship he just wanted sex.
i have no life right now so... but what does matter? when i had a life nobody EVER wanted me. i see sooooo many ****ed people that have bf/gf but guess im an outlier and im not entitled to a ****ing thing in this world.