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ECHOES said:
.. too late to edit my post, ....

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Sorry, off topic, but ECHOES, why do you say it is too late to edit your post? I have the ability to edit posts I made days ago. I think everybody here does? (i.e. I'm not special.) There is no time limit on ability to edit, is there? You just click the edit button and edit away.

mouse, I hope you can continue to go to therapy and share with your therapist, letting her "see" you little by little. I've been through times when I censored myself in therapy for fear it would affect T's opinion of me in a negative way. Slowly, I've gotten better about that. His reassurance that he sees the real me and his opinion will not be swayed by anything I say is really helpful. It took us a while to get to that point where he really knows me, but it was worth it. Good luck. (((hugs)))