I don't see a T anymore, but I do see my pdoc fairly often. Usually, I kind of look a disheveled because I'm just not that in to my appearance anymore . . . maybe due to being depressed the past 3 years.

Well, one day I did go in looking kind of sharp, with my hair fixed nice, and make-up on, and wearing some nice clothes. My pdoc was just tickled to death and thought this represented a great break through on my part. It didn't really. But that's what he thought. He was all smiles.

I think he's starting to maybe realize that I just don't care that much about appearance. I never did, except going to work, or to a special social occasion. I guess I would have to agree that it probably is a sign of a lack of interest in life.