yeah they say when we have poor self.esteem we attract the wrong men... right now is impossible to meet people, i dont have social life at all. being alone has been quite hard. specially now that i find out my sis has a new bf... just proving being a slut pays off after all... so i got quite mad about it.
then the 1s idiot i had a thing with was 5 years ago during xmas so at his time of year i always remember how happy i was and how by new year it was all over...