Hamstergirl,
I understand why you are considering leaving for awhile. I too have a left this board a few times because I just felt like everything in my life was too much to do this. However, I can honestly tell you that leaving does not help. Even when you feel like you cant post anything you can always post something..and that is why we are here.
I am so sorry that you are feeling this way. Please know that we are here but only if you let us be.
Stay strong,
<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>