I am doing suicidal stuff and s.i. and other very risky behavior(like russian roulette). I have told my bio mom and sis about being suicidal and just a couple days ago i told my mom just how close I came to doing it. I plan on having a private talk with the two of them and coming out of the bpd closet. I know I need their support and help. Hopefully they can handle it. I have already put them down on a list that my T can call if she thinks she needs to talk to them.