Just wanted to check in and let you guys know that its noon of day 6 and I don't feel as bad as I have the previous days...

I don't know what changed between posting lastnight and waking up. Bf didn't say anything earth shatteringly different in the way of reassurance and I have had zero interaction with anyone else, so maybe its just lifting early on its own? Idk, but wanted you guys to know today is better and that I'm thankful to you guys for being here for me during such nonsensical times.