Thank you for taking the time to read and give me great feed back. Truth is I have stoped seeing my therapist. The last time I saw him I was in my black fase I had nothing good to say about my boyfriend. I also have been in the state that he is so wonderful he is my king he is perfect. I fell it is so hard for people to understand. My boyfriend is not perfect he also is not the evil guy I make him out to be. Its me its all good or all evil. I never see greay areas. Somehow fooled my therapist into beleiving that I should leave my boyfriend. My therapist is only human. I would prefer he would call me on my insanity. Tell me im not being fair. After all how can I ever get better if the professional cant tell me whats wrong if they dont point out where my head is far off. I have done this to my family members too. They now hate my boyfriend. It makes me so sad angry and isolated. Its not him its me. He supports me hes always here for me. Yes when I attack him verbally he can't coop. He takes it personally. There for he fights with me makes things worst when I need love he takes it away. I have though Bout this and think I will go see my therapist soon. I also made a dr appointen. I would like to go to a hospital. But not where I was before. All they did is load me with all kinds of medication. Only talked with me a few Times a week. I live in canada and need a hospital where help is there. A place where they focus on improving your life.

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