I want to be smart,, but I always need help on things. I really want to learn faster but I can't it can sometimes take me a long time to learn something. Plus I can barely concentrate

I am different site,not related to this, & there is someone my age. They seem really smart, & that person is liked by tons of people. I have been there for awhile, but I bet they think I am stupid This site is what I love/& I am dedicated too. So I feel dumb compared to other there. I know that does sound horrible.

Plus at school everyone seems so much smarter than me

Plus i struggle in school because of this. Especially on tests.