I've always been considered skinny, and Ive always had very low self esteem. Recently though, I started working out everyday for at least an hour, and sometimes two hours. I don't eat much, but i still eat. On here, when i was in a chat room, we started talking about my weight and my health with how little i weigh. People told me that i was underweight and I may need to get help. I understood this, but I still feel fat and im always going to be unhappy with my body. I didn't eat much yesterday, and i overworked myself during my exercise yesterday too, making me feel dizzy and sick. Today, when i tried to eat breakfast, I barely ate anything, feeling like the small amount of food i ate was filling my stomach entirely up, and i feel sick again. I don't exactly think that this is anorexia, because i still eat. Maybe less than other people or less than usual, but i still eat.
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