Just because you SI'ed again does not mean your progress meant nothing. You made it that long once, you can make it again. You have to take steps backward to take steps forward.
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I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.
Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg
depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury.