I don't know. Feeling like you were trapped into drinking every day, that sounds like a problem with yourself/your relationship with others that is centered around drinking so I'd work to figure that out and make sure I did not have any questions about my drinking such that I might be making excuses and trying to be dishonest with myself. Unless you had someone literally holding a gun to your head and telling you to drink or else, I don't see how you could be "trapped" into drinking.