breaking down into tears 3, 4, 5 times a day

i get my feelings hurt over everything

i feel rejected and abandoned constantly

My up and down emotional rollercoaster wears me out, so i can't imagine what it's like for those with active roles in my life.

i'm just so tired of feeling broken and utterly devastated. it just gets olddddddddddddd, you know?

sorry if i sound ridiculously whiney.