I am so mAD at myself for being sooooo stupid. I had lunch with my h, just like my t and I agreed to. I was supposed to let him know how I feel about our relationship without bringing up any of the "threatening things" and hopefully convince him to come to t with me.
Well, I am such an IDIOT. I could not bring up anything. What the H... is wrong with me? Why is that I cannot do it? I get all ready and worked out but the minute I see his face I justt cannot.
I AM SOOO ANGRY AND P.. OFF AT MYSELF right now.

gab