I Have low self-esteem
I self loathe
I can become extremely, depressed
~ Have hallucinated
~When I'm depressed I usually feel worthless,& hopeless
I have thoughts of suicide,& urges to SH
~ I have contemplated suicide, & have had a plan. I've never acted on it thought
When I am not depressed I'm
~ Irritable
~Act on impluse
~ extremely sensitive to any criticism
~ paranoid & think people hate me/talk behind my back.
~ Also, about two months ago I couldn't' sleep, I would go to bed at 2:30, 3, or 4 in the morning. Now I'm usually tired
~Usually I won't have Motivation to anything. Though some days I will have a strong motivation to actually do something
~ My mood changes very quickly, usually I'm depressed.
Also I was diagnosed with ADHD in 1st grad
I know you guys aren't professionals, but I'm just interested in what this could be. Sorry If posted this in the wrong section, IDK, where to post it,