Pixie, I can't tell you how sorry I am that this happened to you. I can't imagine the pain that you carried all of these years. I sit here and try to think of some words to comfort you and for once in my life I can't think of a single one. Nothing that I can say will make your pain go away. All that I can do is offer my friendship and let you know that you are loved. No child should ever have to go through that. I wish I could take the pain from you, if just for 1 day. There was a question on the question forum that said, "What would it take for you to say It's a wonderful life." My response was, "An act of God, Literally." Now I reailze how small my problem really is. Wish I could Hug you in real life, just once, to let you know how much I care. You know where to find me if you need to talk. MANY HUGS, Cajun