Maybe triggering ~ I'm pretty damn mad at my boyfriend here.....................
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I am having a very hard time managing my anger with my boyfriend right now ~ he has pushed me away very hard & I'm tempted to tell him off. Him telling my some BS that I'm sick & everyone that is sick, he is pushing away, because he doesn't want to get sick.
Well, let's be freaking honest here. How often does a boyfriend (or girlfriend) want absolutely no visual or physical contact because the other one has a cold or flu?? Ugh...almost NEVER!! We've been together for 4 years! What the hell?! I don't recall this ever happening before. Damn right I'm wondering what is going on!! I have stuff in his apartment that I was looking at in that moment, thinking about bringing them with me, and he told me to leave. It's not like I was all over him, coughing and sneezing. Not a cough, sneeze, or sniffle occurred when I was there.
So, yeah I flipped him off and slammed the door as I left his apartment .... but we live in the same apartment building! What a jerk! If he thinks that I'm going to forgive him for this crap, and justify him for being rational, he's freaking dead wrong! To me, this is ridiculous!!
Am I right, or what??!
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