Biiv, Your Therapist was right. You are Brave and you deserve praise.You are hammering away at your problem while others would have given up. You are stronger than you think.Go back to T and try and when it hurts, go back to T and try some more. Never, Ever give up. You have lots of support here and many people who care about you. It is a long climb back to the top when you are at Rock Bottom, but it is quite a beautiful sight when you arrive at the top. Keep climbing. I'll be your safety Rope. BIG HUG FOR BIIV Sincerely, Your Safty Rope, Cajun