Interesting thought here.... which, since I'm on break from school right now, could explain why days have been nearly as bad as nights lately - no distractions. Nights and days are blurring right now, equally challenging.

Misery, depression, darkness, sadness- whatever you want to call it, is all encompassing and completely sucks the life out of you. I want to do nothing but sit in Ts office, even if T weren't there, sitting in the office would make me feel better. Unfortunately, that ain't happening. And here I wait, for what is going to feel like a lifetime, till I see T again.