depressing is when 5 hours ago you post in facebook a happy new years message wishing people a wonderful 2014. And not one of your 120 plus facebook friends even bothers to acknowledge you exist. But the other people's new years messages are acknowledged. Further proof that I do not matter at all. The foolish thing is that I continue to post things knowing full well that no one will bother to even acknowledge it. I never post negative thoughts. So it cannot be that. Its just that people do not care about me. I am irrelevent at best. THAT is depressing.