I really don't want to go the route of writing him off but of course over this right now. I'm thinking of sending him something saying that I'm really having a hard time right now, and that I know he doesn't understand but I really hope he's happy today. I don't want to feel as though and I don't want to scare him. It would also make me feel worse if he still doesn't answer me. So I guess it's best just to not say anything at all, just to wait and wonder. I really want to hear from him though, I'm thinking of just calling him, I don't know if I should.