Nobody, I'm sorry. But yea you put the finger on it. You know how it once was and now it is different.

For me, smart was very defining of myself since I wasn't so good at some other things, it was a cornerstone of my identity.

It's kind of scary the whole deal. Meds and ECT will sure do it.

In my case meds only. My memory is so crap. Sometimes I wonder if this is early stage dementia. Sigh.