My mood picked up earlier. A bit. Felt better. Made me wonder. But, as expected, it was a short-lived thing. Slowly descending again. Likely going inpatient for a bit, see what meds they throw at me, see if I can get my mood up. I have a paper to write, exams, and a new semester soon. Taking a break would only make things worse; as much as it causes stress and anxiety, it's the most stable place in my life, and forces me to get out of bed. Got friends there, too.
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