I want to call my therapist so bad. She told me that I could call over winter vacation if I need to but it's not an emergency and I don't want to bother her. She never said it had to be an emergency. Maybe I could email her first. I just want to talk to her so bad. But I'll be a crying mess over the phone. If I call her it won't be at least until next week probably. Also the house has to be empty so people don't here me crying. Do you think I should call her or email her? Or neither? Or both?