Hi, everyone have not been on here in awhile. I have had depression for 20yrs. have tried every antidepressant along with numerous hospital visits. Well finally doc & I found a pill that worked it is called pristq the only one that helped. I was feeling wonderful, for about 4 months it felt so good to not hate everything or being in that deep dark hole. Well about 3 days ago it started coming back, cannot stop crying do not care about anything. I do not want to go back to the doc because it has been so long, & never want to be admitted again. I thought this was never going to happen to me again but here I am back in the same boat.