I am controlled by everyone in my life- at work (told what to do all the time and yelled at if I do it wrong) . I live with my 70 year old parents who belittle me all the time, give me evil looks, and yell at me all the time. They send me to my room in front of my kids.

My teen punched me in the face today because she didn't get her way. I am afraid of her now.

I take antidepressants, have depression, anxiety, and want to die.

I can't do anything. I have no money, and no motivation to even go back to school or anything. I am 45 years old and have nothing and no one. I have NEVER had anyone to depend on with something attached or some control behind it.

I could not confide anything to my ex husband, he controlled me also and used mind games to mess with. if he knew I wanted something he purposely took it away, so I got to point of pretending I didn't want something so I could get it. He is a complete loser and I get no help or support from him!

I have resorted to sleeping with married men to get attention.