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Originally Posted by monochromatic
Truth, maybe in some ways that is a blessing.
I constantly use that initial love feeling to compare to my reality later in a relationship, which makes me feel empty and alone, because nothing will ever feel that way again. Even though things are fine, it constantly makes me feel like things are not good.
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Although I think you're right, the thought of me being in "la la land" over someone that could do no wrong sounds very euphoric to me, even if it was shortly lived. But of course nobody should be placed on a pedestal, and I know it can be very dangerous idealizing the wrong person. I just try to emagine what moments of ideation would feel like. It sounds like it could be a good feeling to me.