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Originally Posted by I.Am.The.End.
I've never really been looking for someone (at least not for several years), I just unfortunately I meet people and end up with a crush on them. I feel like I've focused on myself so much in my life that I don't know how to focus on someone else. But I'm not someone who can ever have a relationship since I need bonding and emotional intimacy too much and bond too quickly.
It's good to know that it's really true that I'll be rejected because of scars. If I ever sex in my life with a guy I'll make sure they've been drinking and it's dark.
Maybe life is trying to tell me that I need to marry my job and that I won't have the kind of connection, intimacy, and physical closeness with an actual person? It's not like I ever have before.
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Now, I didn't say ALL men will reject you for your scars. Some will. This is a tough pill to swallow, I know.
When I met my boyfriend, he took me home the first night I met him and I warned him about the cuts on my legs. He embraced me anyway. He loves me knowing that my scars are a part of me. You will find this. It is a rough trek, I had to kiss so many frogs to find my prince. I know there's someone for you too.
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