hi. im new here and just wanted to see what the hell is wrong with me.I think it may be something akin to DID..maybe. I was misdiagnosed with depression at 12 years old and was put on a huge amount of prozac. my mom didn't think i was "fun" enough i guess. nowadays im off the stuff, but find myself unable to connect with anything completely sometimes, and at others times completely connected. i feel like huge chunks of my past memories are missing, and sometimes feel like i'm in a haze when walking in huge crowds of people in hallways at my school. i feel sick all the time, sometimes dont sleep and sometimes sleep too much.i find myself not being able to recognize people ive known for years. my friends have withdrawn from me because i am at most times withdrawn from them. my imagination is extremely overactive, and i feel alone. sometimes i feel a strange sense of comraderie with people i don't even know. my friends say im erratic and cruel, because i never seem to show emotion. i dont know if any of this makes sense, but i would love some ideas as to what i should do. id like to be at least a little bit stable when i go to college. please help if you can....
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