My SH got increasingly worse, so I chose to be hospitalized, because I didn't trust myself. I think you should seek treatment (if you're not already receiving some), or receive help in the ER. If you are afraid you might do something, like I was, you should do something about it before you do.

I am not this hair, I am not this skin. I am the soul that lives within.

Prozac 40mg, Neurontin 400 mg TID, Remeron 45mg

depression, anxiety, borderline, social phobia, ed nos, self injury.