Just want to say that you are not alone in this. I have been waiting for a sign that things will turn around too; i feel trapped and alone and I don't know how to continue. I know it's silly, but every night I'll go to bed hopeful that the next morning I'll wake up excited and crazy about my life. Because it has happened before, and my crazy mania got me out of my depression then. Sorry am not of much help; hope u'll feel better soon.