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I don't know what it's like for HOpelessly HOpeful, but for me I don't think I could show you an injury. I know my thoughts drive me crazy all day long. I know I question my judgment when connecting with my T - did I do too much, am I not taking full advantage. And I worry worry worry whether what is happening is healthy. And this is with a T that maintains good boundaries. I didn't worry so much with the T that didn't keep good boundaries. Then I just felt really lucky - until it didn't work anymore.
I can't show you an injury. I'm functioning okay. most people wouldn't recognize the constant anxiety I experience, but it hurts to not even be able to trust myself.
Last edited by Syra; Jan 02, 2014 at 12:11 PM.
Reason: clarity - add'l info provided
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