Lately, I've been very jittery. I feel hyper and sleepy all at the same time. When I was at work the other day, I wasn't in an area and had to "float" for four hours and about went crazy. I begged my coordinator to send me home; she allowed me a milkshake break because I was so restless and finally let me off an hour early. I've been talking about everything from turtle habitats to holidays to kids viruses to anyone who'll really listen.
Now I'm trying to eat, wash clothes, clean my room, listen to music and read a book all at the same time and yet I still feel so jittery/jumpy inside. I'm not in a bad mood but the fact that I don't have an outlet to let out this energy is starting to drive me there. BUT at the same time, I'm just so sleepy and I think my iron is low and i'm trying not to get in the bed because I feel like i'll sleep all day and be up all night.
I don't know if thats anxiety or hypomania because i'm so antsy, but when I get jittery in an anxious way, I sleep because I get overwhelmed. Right now I have no idea what this is. Any ideas? It's been going on since I know at least since the 29th but maybe before then (?) - I think I just picked up on it then because I was at work going insane and had to remain professional at the same time (work in an ER).
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