{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Willoughby}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I'm sorry you have to go through this. It can't be at all easy. Maybe if you try to do something for her kids, it will help you feel better. There's nothing like service to help you forget about your self.
Hang in there. It will get better.
<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>
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Psalm 119:105 Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.