Sorry to hear of your troubles...sometimes we do just have to start over, for one reason or another. We live such a balancing act, walk such a tightrope between the two extremes, it is really frustrating and scary sometimes. We take all these drugs in hopes they will make us well, but they are so powerful, and it seems like more often than not they do more harm than good.

Seroquel is one of the few drugs available that helps both sides of the equation...Lamictal is the only other one that I know of. So, hopefully things will begin to stabilize for you a bit. At least your pdoc is working with you on it; so many don't even have that!

I hope you have an OK and safe weekend. You are in my thoughts.

DJ