I stopped SI 4 years ago... I have always had the cravings... I thought I had beaten it.

But recently I have started again, This time it is way worse them before. The thing is I'm not even fully aware I'm doing it. I have never done drugs before but I think that when I SI it has the same affects. I get really giddy and happy when I for example start... I can't stop and I have to do more and more things to feel the same.

I am afraid I have become a SI addict and don't know how to stop. I Know I should, but I don't think I can or have the will power to.

Need help, as all the distractions that used to work... don't work any more. :'(

Thanks, Anything will be great!