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Originally Posted by Trippin2.0
I hear you  For me personally though, its not the mood swings that are exhausting, probably because I'm bipolar and don't know any different.
But for me what I find utterly exhausting is challenging my negative or paranoid thoughts. Catching myself AND stopping bad behaviour in its tracks. Talking myself down, on sometimes a daily basis, because I know it will just rock my love boat.
I promise you I have narcolepsy like symptoms every 3 months that last for about a week, where I have been known to pass out mid convo  I'm sure its all this leashing I do daily...
Anyway, all I meant to say is I do get it...
I ramble, quite often  |
Been there
done that
bought the t-shirt
wore it out
now use it to mop up the tears...
Gosh. do I know that feeling...sometimes fight weekly, daily, hourly, by the minute and even by the second....at times.....the racing, questioning, nonsleeping, always harping on me, the hating, the fear, the paranoia, all the meds, any way out, everything all the time, nonstop.... oh I ramble...thank you!!!!!