Yes, I'm looking into therapy......just so hard to find a therapist whom I trust & with whom I feel comfortable AND is covered by my very basic drug plan.

I like your analogy re: t's & meds. I had a good T, but unfortunately he changed his focus to forensic psych & therefore it was buh-bye to me. But I'll tell ya, I've had two very, very bad experiences w/ t's. One I cannot even go into presently; it's way too upsetting. I realize nobody's perfect, but this guy was a complete wack-job. I should have reported him. One day, I'll spew my stories.