Yes, I had the same experience on citalapram. I am pretty sensitive to meds period. Any sort of reduction I do has to be tiny and slow so missing a day can send me to tears depending where my mental and physical health is. I am very uncomfortable with this. I like to travel. What if there was a problem and I couldn't get a hold of the med? And the idea of being on it for a lifetime is an even worse prospect. I'm ok with it as a tool to get back on track and learn self care but then I want off.

I'm glad you posted because I tried to explain my concerns to a few people and they gave me such a hard time about it. I am not around those people any more but I still feel it was shaming. I never understood their reaction either.