we lowered my risperdal again. im on 2mg oral now. well my cat is sick i think. hes been losing weight since October now he is really skinny and barely eating. he doesnt go outside so i dont know what it could be. im taking him to the vet tomorrow and my recovery coach is going with me in case its bad news. im really really scared.

i had a bad day yesterday. i was really depressed and crying about my cat and having no frends. i called my mom and went to her house. i feel better today. today was actually a good day. i saw T and we are meeting again tomorrow. he asked me if i wanted to meet again and i said sure. i was suprised he asked. then i went to get a coffee with a friend that i havent hung out with in a while. that was fun. i told her we should hang out more and she agreed.

things are really in the air right now. i dont have a job. my cats sick. im scared.