so I have a question for you guys. I started seeing my T last march 2012. I like her and thought we connected, ah that is I felt fairly comfortable with her...although very uncomfortable with therapy in general because it's hard.

anyways, I was seeing her for an eating disorder and long story short I sent an email last week (as is our way) and told her I wasnt sure I wanted to keep coming to therapy right now because I was having a hard time giving up my ED and I wasn't sure what to do. So she emailed back and said "let me know when you're ready, I know you have the ability but you have to really want to give it up. should we look at a more intensive treatment center?" I told her I didn't want to see someone else and asked if I could come back in the future and told her I was sorry and thanks for helping me.

then she never wrote back. I feel pretty awful and alone for doing this to myself, like a failure for not being able to recover, and overall ******. my question is , is this all my fault? I feel so awful, did I go wrong ? did I say something stupid ?