thanks that post meant so much to me faerie thank you.

yea im glad hes thinking about it too. we went to talk to the neighbors and they were wondering if he got hammeredd on new years. he got into talking about alcohol and admitted he didnt needed it. im glad.

idk what texas is but we have liquor stores closed on sunday too i think

my cats are fighting right now.

im gaining weight and still hearing voices and seeing things and still paranoid. oh this is just great. I JUST NEED IT LOWERED. no matter what - ill always have symptoms.