thanks folks. I really am not happy with this depression ******. Upped my ssri today. Thanks for the support. In answer to the question about do I do things for me? I don't know what I want to do. I got the lawn mowed, that was cool. I watched spiderman 2 tonight with my daughter and a friend and had a good time but never would have gone if they had not asked. I need to create. Need to make my wool felt. I'll try tomorrow