I am in this program "hospital without walls" where people come to your house without notice, usually. They can stay for as long as 3 hrs.
Today I am just left exhausted, got a headache, and fed up. My medication does'nt even let me get drunk, just sick. Before all this I could skip all the appointments I want, Get as drunk and sick as I want, just have my privacy. I really am terribly anxious with this. I really am trying to get well, nobody wants to be this sick. I dont know how much more I can take, but it's not much. Thanks for letting me rant. Anyone been through anything like this? This is crap.