I have to add my comment on meds in general.

First off there are good and bad doctors as is the case in all professions. There is a sizeable amount of people taking meds who are of the view that pdocs are power hungry , are not empathetic and feel self fufilled when wielding power and control over people. Many rightly question psychiatry's murky past and some believe that their actions were born out of , ironically , out of some sickly personality disorder. There is increduality in many , how can these doctors live with themselves. I suggest it is this , pdocs are at the cold face of psychosis, many have being burned by inexplicable actions perpetrated by people under their care , so they justify their behaviour to themselves because in many cases they don't see spiritual awakening or existential pondering , they see gross violence and homicidal behaviour. Its not a job I would envy , they probably see themselves as some kind of custodian of the peace , and in truth they have absolutely zero time for people who see psychosis as some kind of spiritual emergence. As with god, spiritualism and religion, there are a few 'miracles' and they seek to present this as a common outcome to the flock whilst ignoring all the hard luck stories and all the people who have perished.

And I say that knowing that I could too fall foul of this profession.